Habits Of Men

Today, I want to share some bits on the creation that God masterminded: Man. There are countless amount of men in the world: weird, nice, naive, tempting, sacrificing self, mutilating others, kind, mean, courageous, outrageous...... are some of the examples that could best describe them. In my 20 years of living, if, my life is spared, I had seen and encountered countless mental obstacles that many may not have experienced. It's a miracle that I managed to get back, but still a weakling. Forget about that. It's skipping away from the real attention. After my ups and downs in my route to search for the true meaning of living, I had seen miraculously puppets, manipulators, deciders, and compromisers. Not talking about myself, but rather the reality that I'm facing. A individual who's susceptible to damage mustn't be overlooked as naive and dumb, but as a threat. As the proverb "Never overlook the dangers beneath still waters" goes: I'm no difference. People may sees me as a naive and non-socializing individual, but behind everyone that's when I start to make judgment. Nasty bastards exist almost entirely in the society; people who's overconfident over themselves, viewing people other than themselves as poop, and inculcating "step-over-you" attitude in everyday living. I may be one of them, but until now, I'm still viewed as someone who's weak and hungers  over pitiness of my circulating cycle. For the people who know me: in some sort of way, please change your perception towards me. Remember, behind still waters there's a threat more potent than even the predators themselves: bacteria. Not saying I'm a threat either, but please never overview an individual just from the outing. I almost snapped from the depression of loneliness. I mean, I've tried to break awak from this constricting orb, but I can see that's to no avail. Again, for the sake of the world and afterlife, please don't discriminate anything, even it's an animal and have a courteous feeling towards your relations.